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Last night I had my first total breakdown in months, I was just a shivering, sobbing heap of misery. I felt so pathetic. I have no coping mechanism anymore for when I get like that, I've been fine for so long now that I've forgotten how that craziness feel... how strong the desire to have a baby can be, when the freshness of the past hits you anew.
I'm so desperate to cut again, just to feel that familiar sting that makes the whole world seem better again.
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written by stephanie7 , March 02, 2010
hi my name is stephanie and i am new to standupgirl. you dont have to talk about it if you dont want to but what has happened in your past to make you feel this way?
written by alteredartaffair , February 28, 2010
resist the temtation to cut... it will flee from you. It will be hard but you can develop new coping skills.
written by Meg11 , February 25, 2010
Hey now, Just remember that it is self destructive, when you feel that way you need to safeguard yourself, you need to stay out of the kitchen, out of the bathroom, grab a book and read or do something that does not involve sharp objects and try to focus your thoughts in a different direction, send me an email and vent it all out....Just DON'T GIVE IN!!! Love you!!
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