I've just realized that I've been on this site for quite some time now, since November 2010. So I thought that it was finally time for me to do some explaining about why I joined the site that year.
So hello lovely people! Girls, guys, aliens and everything and anyone in between. I'm Kendel and I'm seventeen, almost eighteen. I'm literally counting down the weeks and when the time gets closer, days, until it's finally my birthday! It's just a little less than ten weeks away now :')

I joined this site back in 2010 because I had a hunch that I was pregnant and I was freaking out. I was only sixteen and I was very, very new to the whole world of sex and 'grown up' stuff like that. I had lost my virginity to a friend and a week later I had found myself in a different guy's bed. I was in the typical 'screw-the-world' phase that everyone goes through. I was partying hard, drinking a lot and smoking anything that I was offered. I was going off the rails. Add a possible baby on top of that and I was losing my mind.

I had just got back from a trip from vegas. I went for my birthday, to see my Godmother. I turned 17.  The trip was long and hot, and more so i was nausteated the whole while. which was new for me because i never get sick in the stomach. when i went to school that monday veryone began to notice changes, besides the nausea, i was sleeping and wasnt my full energetic self. And one of my teachers

I was once clicking the site as it is advertised by google. Saw the posts and reading some stories that I have not been going through but almost all the feelings they feel, I am feeling right now and right before I had the same stories.

That is why I am signing up and linking up my own blog for desperate feelings here in standupgirl.com. As a loner, a writer, I always tend to be alone. I