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Mar 15
2009

depressed and alone

Posted by butterflyzhigh in scared , Hurt , despair , depression , catholic , babys father , alone , afraid

i have a boyfriend right now and I am 3 months pregnant with his child. We are both happy and we are both scared, BAD COMBO ; ) I am way too emotional right now so the mix is bad. I feel him pulling away . I know through God all things are possible so faith is my only strong arm.... anybody kindof like me?

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Mar 09
2009

if i could only

Posted by ludicrouslucretia in Want , sorrow , silent crying , Sad , regret , my baby , miscarriage , lost , heartbroken , grief , despair , depressed , breakdown , babies

if i could only see your face baby i would rest a while

if i could only see your gummy toothless smile

if i could only hold you while your tears fall

and you wail with a deafening call

if i could only be your mother one more time

if i could only wipe your face when you have face paint made of food

if i could only teach you how to tell the bad from

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Feb 10
2009

Goodbye,

Posted by emeraldforest//myheartbro in my baby , miscarraige , lost , lonely , heartbroken , grief , God , forgive , despair , depressed , death

Goodbye my beautiful baby.

I only knew you for a very short time, but already I loved you. Im sorry I was not good enough for you, Im sorry You had to die. Im sorry God took your from me so soon. When I die please forgive me and walk with me in heaven. I am so sorry, my unborn child. I dont know how but I miscarried you. I guess God had other plans for us.

I

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Oct 17
2008

Fear of Telling

Posted by sandrainwisconsin in rape , life , Hurt , despair , afraid , adoption , abuse

When I was 18 I went to a party with my sister, she hooks' up with this guy, and well they all told me to just go make out with this one guy. I did for awhile, and when I left the room the guy and my sister was having sex in the room and said just go lay in the room and don't worry, I went back in the room and drank a little more, and ending up dating this guy that ended up forcing

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