Welll here it comes a whole year of sadness, depresion, guilt and not noing what to do. It will soon be a year since my abortion and everyday has been hell for me :(. Sometime i just sit and cry and dont know what to do with myself, every1 says tat i need to try n and forget about it but how can you forget about somthing you did like that....?

This is an update from my last forum post...

 I dont know what to do anymore, I want to do the right thing, I want my baby to be happy, but i want to be happy too...See all my life ive been living trying make everyone else happy (maybe thats why im anorexic)...woring so hard to make everything easy for everyone else, im really really sensitive, and i worry a lot from other peoples feelings