So much going on in my life, one of my very dear friends sadly commited suicide monday evening. So im utterly devestated! RIP Darren. Also baby daddy drama, Leo's dad honestly needs to grow up! Im fed up of Leo keeping me awake already...and he's not even here yet, and him kiking me whilst im in class...he's such a pain. Ive got so long left, but i just cant wait for this to all be over!

I've just realized that I've been on this site for quite some time now, since November 2010. So I thought that it was finally time for me to do some explaining about why I joined the site that year.
So hello lovely people! Girls, guys, aliens and everything and anyone in between. I'm Kendel and I'm seventeen, almost eighteen. I'm literally counting down the weeks and when the time gets closer, days, until it's finally my birthday! It's just a little less than ten weeks away now :')

I joined this site back in 2010 because I had a hunch that I was pregnant and I was freaking out. I was only sixteen and I was very, very new to the whole world of sex and 'grown up' stuff like that. I had lost my virginity to a friend and a week later I had found myself in a different guy's bed. I was in the typical 'screw-the-world' phase that everyone goes through. I was partying hard, drinking a lot and smoking anything that I was offered. I was going off the rails. Add a possible baby on top of that and I was losing my mind.

Hey, so first blog... i think i will tell you about my day.. later i wil explain my story and it will all come together. But the last few days have been tough and i need to let it out.

My boyfriend kieth, hes amazing.. were amazing toegther. we just go together we dont fight we get along and we just undertsand to put it simply. At the moment we are... still in time i dont feel were