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May 19
2011

Advise please :(

Posted by robb in what do i do , Stressed , Sad , Pregnancy , Hurt , help , heartbroken , catholic , BAD BAD STUFF , abortion

I need help, iv just found out im pregnant to my boyfriend whom i love completly, i was devastated, the problem is he's indian, his parents are planning on him getting an arranged marriage next year and we've always known this. he says no matter wot i do he will support me but i know that if i carry on with this pregnancy his whole family will disown him, ill rip his life apart and he'll be left with nothing. I love him sooo much and i cant bare to do this to him so iv told him and my dad ill have an abortion. my dad thinks its the best option, my partner hates himself for me going through all this and im so torn. i no i cant have this baby, it would cause to much heart ache but the idea of a termination is killing me :( i dont no what to do, i dont even know if ill be strong enough to cope with all this. i really wish i could talk to my mum about it but its better she doesnt no

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Jun 28
2009

An Ugly Pair Of Shoes

Posted by GangY in Sad

I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable Shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell

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Mar 13
2009

Don't want to live anymore

Posted by Evangeline in Why did I choose this , Want , soul searching , sorrow , Sad , regret , pain , Hurt , heartbroken , grief , depression , death , breakdown , Biggest Struggle of My Life , abortion

God knows I don't know what to do anymore. As soon as everything starts going right I have to mess it up and set myself back months. I was coping really well and getting past the depression, but I just can't do this anymore. I can't play pretend and go back to living everyday going through the motions. I keep torturing myself, wanting a baby with such ferocity that I want to kill myself

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Mar 09
2009

if i could only

Posted by ludicrouslucretia in Want , sorrow , silent crying , Sad , regret , my baby , miscarriage , lost , heartbroken , grief , despair , depressed , breakdown , babies

if i could only see your face baby i would rest a while
if i could only see your gummy toothless smile
if i could only hold you while your tears fall
and you wail with a deafening call
if i could only be your mother one more time

if i could only wipe your face when you have face paint made of food
if i could only teach you how to tell the bad from

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Sep 13
2008

Dying To Be Born

Posted by GangY in sorrow , Sad , my life , my baby , love , lost , grief , depressed , breakdown , alone

did they put you
in a jar
or a tube,
and tossed you aside
in a rusty old sink
like garbage?

id like to call up God
and ask him why.....

why my cries were
never heard,
and why noone ever cared,
and why i was left without you..

why

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Jun 23
2008

Where It All Began

Posted by Serenity89 in Sad , pregnant , love , Hurt , Happy , depressed , DC

I have been with my husband since I was thirteen years old. Although, we have had our good and bad times, we have always managed to work through them all (no matter what it was). Even if we separated for a month or week or whatever, we've always loved eachother, something that noone can take away from us.
About two years ago,

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