So, being a teenager is hard. I think everyone on here is experiencing or has experienced the fake friends, the bullying, and the other unfortunate things that any teenage girl has to deal with through out high school at one point or another.

I, however, am really lucky. Not that I haven't been teased, or put on the spot, but the nicer half of my graduating class (yes, all 25 of them) threw me a surprise baby shower. It was incredible to see so many people, some close friends, some I hadn't talked to in months, all come together to support my boyfriend and I, and to celebrate my pregnancy and our little boy.

I just realized yesterday that my period should have started a week ago.. and it is NEVER off because i am on birth control. i do not know if i am pregnant yet, but i do know that i am so scared. i am almost in tears just sitting here writing this, even if i am not pregnant i can now relate to the real pain and confusion of millions of girls out there right now, wondering "am i pregnant?"