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Dec 10
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I guess that some things are just not meant to be... like me and pregnancy. Why won't things just work out the way that I want it to? I am so desperate right now. Desperate and miserable. God knows I want a baby so badly and it just doesn't want to happen, no matter how hard I try, I don't fall pregnant.
There were no physical complications after the abortion, so I'm at my wits end trying to figure out why I'm not conceiving. Is it because I want it so desperately? Or because I'm being punished for my past mistakes? Is it because I'm just not meant to be a mother?
I feel like I'm busy going around and around and around in circles. I don't know how many more negative hpts I can survive.
F@ck I'm so depressed.
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"I so believe that it is incredibly important because I see a lot of my generation being ripped off in this area, really thrown a lie that you can do whatever feels good, just please yourself, and they are not talking about the consequences."
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thats what ive been asking myself, am i being punished with the death of my girls? is that the price of my abortion? seriously i dont know. i know i had no problem getting pregnant after it, even tho it was 2 years in between.
they say that more you think about something, less chances you have...so maybe thats what you need, just relax and let the nature take the time she needs.
love, Monika