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Nov 08
2010

Broken Wings

Posted by: Elbie

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Elbie

Stained glass heart, shattered again.  No one left to pick up the pieces.  No putting it back together this time...
I was his angel til he ripped off my wings.. and like a god, tossed me from heaven.
 Not good enough to be in his presence.  I long to fly, to see love in his eyes, but i'm fallin' now.  Can't he hear me scream??  
Last thing i see is his stone-cold face watchin' me fall into darkness
as he holds my broken wings. 

Comments (19)add
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 12, 2010
currently i'm in love again.. o_o . *sigh* ..this time i'll make sure to protect anyone close to me
Elbie
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written by Elbie , December 10, 2010
omg.. I'm so sorry.. that's horrible. No one deserves to have to deal with all the loss that you have. I understand being afraid to love again, but not quite on that level. I've never actually lost someone like that. Only lost them in my heart. And, yes, every time you love, you're putting your heart on the line. Love is kinda like handing someone your porcelain heart and a hammer... and praying that they choose not to break it. There's always the possibility that you'll lose them. But that's what makes it so special when you find the right one who stays with you. Your love did not choose to leave you. I realize that. But over time, you'll learn to love again. It's a healing process.
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 10, 2010
i once loved a girl her name is "Athena" she is a tough individual, my father & mother liked her a lot. but one fatefull day i was about to ask her to be my girlfriend but her mom calld me asking if she's with me so i said no she is not. we waited & tried to call her many times but she didn't answer any of our calls. 24 hours passed their neighbor with their dog found her body in some woods. she was raped & killed, i'm afraid to love again.. cause maybe if i did..i'd loose someone again.. o_o
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 10, 2010
o_o the father of my sister's baby ran away & i don't know how to find that guy which makes me irritated
Elbie
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written by Elbie , December 09, 2010
aww.. well you sound like an amazing big brother smilies/smiley.gif i'm sure she really appreciates you being there for her. Just remember to take a little bit of time for you too every once in a while.
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 09, 2010
yeah i never had a girlfriend because i if had lilliane would feel alone again.. that's why i stayed single ^_^ i always make sure that she gets what she needs in return from not being to save our parents
Elbie
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written by Elbie , December 09, 2010
I bet that would be hard.. you'll probably always question yourself. But you did all that you could. Sometimes things happen and choices have to be made split second. And in the end there are people alive who might not have been if it weren't for you. So I really don't think there was a "right" or "wrong" decision to be made. You just acted.
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 09, 2010
i wonder if i made the right decision though..being a hero & loosing the people i care for..
Elbie
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written by Elbie , December 09, 2010
wow.. that was brave of you. I'm very sorry your parents didn't make it. I'm sure they'd be really proud to know that you helped save those people.
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 09, 2010
we where on a vacation in los angeles it was a gr8t day. me & my sister are on the lobby while we wait for our parents, an explosion came from the 15th floor & a fire broke out it was a total chaos. i told liliane to stay while i ran all the way to the 15th floor to rescue my mom & day. a girl & her parents where trapped so i helped out, i carried 3 people from the 15th floor down to the lobby in the stairs. i tried to go back but the fire is too hot & there, no more mom & dad o_o
Elbie
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written by Elbie , December 09, 2010
omg that's awful smilies/sad.gif I mean great that you were able to save people but i'm so sorry about your parents... what happened?
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 09, 2010
yeah i managed to some save people & my sister from the hotel..but not our own parents.. what can i do i'm not superman smilies/grin.gif
Elbie
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written by Elbie , December 09, 2010
oh, I'm sorry :/ have they passed away?
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 09, 2010
i wish opur parents where still here..for christmas lilliane really misses our mother smilies/grin.gif
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 09, 2010
okay smilies/grin.gif maybe later
Elbie
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written by Elbie , December 09, 2010
haha yes really. you should put some of the stuff you're writing into a blog so more people will be able to read it smilies/smiley.gif
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 09, 2010
really? smilies/shocked.gif
Elbie
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written by Elbie , December 09, 2010
wow, that's beautiful... i just wrote a new blog last night about a fallen angel. That's what yours reminded me of.
Godrealm
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written by Godrealm , December 09, 2010
On broken wings i'm falling & it won't be long, the skin on me is burning by fires of sun. on skinned knees i'm bleeding & it won't be long, I've got to find that meaning & i'll search for so long.



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