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Nov 23
2010

Anyone ever cry when you wake up from a good dream?

Posted by: Elbie

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Elbie

I close my eyes and drift away, and find you waaiting there for me.  Your deep blue eyes, your warm gentle hands, your sweet soft smile.  I've longed for you  for what seems like an eternity.  And now here you are.  calling out for me.
Begging me to come to you, because you can't do without.  You can't breathe, you can't live without me by your side.  I'm the one your heart loves... a fact that you can no longer try to hide.
my skin embraces your fingers as you lightly brush them across my cheek.  My lips melt into yours as you pull me closer still.  It feels like the very first time we touched.. So lost in this moment, you ask me if i love you.  I say i always will.
I feel the warmth of your love consume my frostbitten heart.  Our time is finally here, like i've prayed for, we'll have a new start.
then suddenly the sun fades, your hands drop, the warmth chills, your kiss stops.  And you vanish from me.  As i open my teary eyes, i realize that I have just experienced a horrible tragedy.  Reality sets in.  Leaving no hint of sunshine.  Not even a gleam.  Every bit of this beautiful moment with you, my sweetheart, was nothing more than my broken heart's wishful dream.

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keneth
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written by keneth , December 05, 2010
so poetish*
i really dont know either alot but we i mean you and i have this thing in common that we are here for a common cause and its great knowing yo ready to shout out all way long. well, i hope i will be of some help here especially if someone wanna get the frame of the boys i can serve in for that psychological bit of it as i oftenly used to and still kind of still do........that opposite sex counsellors/psychiatrics work best as per gender. love you guys all and lets make our hands strong otherwise nobody is ready to initiate this for you and me and it all starts with you all, love you guys and please act wisely, i have an exam today precisely systemic pathology.......some wierd stuff to those not in biology but the amazing thing is that this site actually helps many guys out there to learn about the reality of life and offer hope to those who have and those who havent and those who think they lie in the midline, that pathology is a very complex subject just as the theme of most of our stories........creation of pathology/abortion! whenever someone ever looks onto an aborted fetus, this is so hard to control and i would advise those who cant control it and opt for it, never to intrigue themselves as they try to explore on the identity of the fetus as per its phenotypic expression. This causes alot of anxiety and worsens/lengthens the healing process.....well, i do understand this isnt ma speciality but talking is something we can all do, so guys share your story and Elbie, thanks for the link, love you again and here to support one another.
mucho gusto*
Elbie
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written by Elbie , November 28, 2010
nah girl, i don't mind, but i'm gna post on your wall so we can talk easier (it takes a while sometimes for these comments to get posted)..
LupesInterlude
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written by LupesInterlude , November 28, 2010
thanx && that is very true. what r ur dreams about?? if u dont mind me askin.
Elbie
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written by Elbie , November 27, 2010
i'm sorry to hear that smilies/sad.gif i agree that dreams like that are very bittersweet...
LupesInterlude
bittersweet
written by LupesInterlude , November 26, 2010
idk who u've dreamed about, but after my abortion, actually the night of and then on, i dreamt about my baby. I had good and bad dreams, they both made me cry.
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