Hello My name is Parker and I am forteen. Two mths ago I was raped by my older brother s freind. I haven't had my period and can't stop throwing up. I took a home preg test and it said postitve. Nobody nows about the rape. I dont know what to do. I keep cutting my wrsts but nothing helps. I don't want this baby. I HATE IT. If you could give me any advice possible please do so.

Hey Parker, My name is Meg and I help out on the site. I am so sorry to hear of your situation but you need to remember that this is not your fault. Please stop hurting yourself by cutting your wrists, it will only hurt you in the end and it will not change your situation, at least not in a good way. First you need to tell your mom or a woman closest to you that you think would be helpful to you. Also here is a number to a place called Optionline, 1-800-395-HELP, they can give you the number and location to the closest Pregnancy Resource Center to you where you can receive FREE and CONFIDENTIAL help. Here also is a link to a wonderful website that focuses on adoption, loveschoice.com/ ,you didn't ask to have sex or to get pregnant but still, take a deep breath and realize that the baby didn't ask for this either, you might be a really good candidate for adoption. You can still Stand Up even in your circumstances. Please don't hurt yourself any further by getting an abortion, you can have victory over the horrible things that have happened to you and it needs to start by Standing Up for the life of this baby and by confiding in your mom or another woman who can help you take the practical steps towards healing. Counseling would be a good thing as well with the hardships you are facing, you can get FREE counseling at the Pregnancy Resource Center. I hope this helps a little, I do not want you to hurt yourself anymore so please stop cutting yourself....I am here to talk..Love Meg This e-mail address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it

How are you today, hun?

Hi Parker!
Wow, sounds like a really rough situation. Please listen to what Meg said... if you do it will really help!
I will be praying for you.
Hugs!

Parker,
I am very sorry for all that you are going thru right now. I too think you should talk to the closes women to you. THIS IS NOT YOUR FAULT, YOU DID NOTHING WRONG. Cutting is only going to complicate the situation more. Talk to someone who ever you feel close too and call the hotline numbers that Meg gave you. I know it doesn't seem like it now this will pass I promise. I am here to talk anytime, your not alone we are all here to help.

I have stopped the cutting and told my mom there is a even more of a problem. I went to a appt. today and found out I am pregnant with twins. My mom and docter sayed to just terminate it and everything will go back to normal...Will I just be able to forget everything...Their heartbeats and I kinda love them...I know I must be crazy~! I just don't know what to do! The docter said if