I don't know whether to be relieved or sad...

I was so unsure of what I wanted. Because our reltionship is so new, I wanted my period to come, because we could never have a good, long relationship (in my own mind) if I had been pregnant.

I wanted to be pregnant, because I would love to bring a little baby into this world that is mine and his.

I was relieved that i got my period, because now we dont have to stress and worry about \"what to do\". But i was saddened, because I wanted a baby........


There is plenty of time to try for a baby later, rigth now I am happy it is just Us.

I feel you. When mine came I was so bummed! And sometimes I wonder if ill ever be able to have kids. I know it sound stupid cuz I'm a couple weeks from my 18th birthday, but I worry bout it sometimes. But ya, its all good I guess