I remember what it felt like waiting for HIV test results. When I was preg with my second I made the choice to not have sex again untill I was married and the fear that ran through me wondering if I was going to end up having something life threatening or permanent!! When the results came back and I was 100% clean in every way it just gave me more strength to not have sex till marriage. I made it!!! 3 1/2 years later I got married and it feels good to know that my husband and I dont have to worry about STD's and stuff like that because of our committment and choices we have made. I think baby appointments get better and better as you go along because the baby gets bigger and you learn so much and I love it when they do an ultrasound...you get to see your little baby and wonder what they will look like

I hope that your appointments get better and that your fears will be relieved. I also hope that you might take on the challenge of witing till your married like I did...It was so rewarding

.....Love Meg