i'm only 15, i'm turning 16 this summer. i've been with my boyfriend for over a year now. i gave my virginity to him and i honestly didn't regret it. i was supposed to have my period on the 4th, today is may 15th... we had unprotected sex this month. it was the stupidest thing that i've ever done. right now i'm going through a lot with my father and family. i've read a lot online and it may just be stress that's holding back my period right?

i took that E.P.T. test... it said negative. my boyfriend is even more worried than i am because he's legal age and i'm not.. my parents don't know about him and they HATE him.... i know they would put him in jail...

if i am pregnant than i don't know what i'd do.. i think suicide is the only thing coming into my mind.. cuz if i am pregnant and i can't tell them it's him then i would look like some kinda baddd chick.. but i'm not.. .he's my first n only..

i want to know if there's any other way i can know whether or not i'm pregnant without my mother finding out in any way. i would also want birth control too... but that isn't really what is on my mind now... i want to go somewhere where i can trust people and not worry about my mother finding out about anything... somewhere where my boyfriend and i can walk in and now be stared at because we're so young...

i live in the bronx... can someone please let me know about something.. or just some words of encouragment to go on would help me right now... THANK YOU

[b]HONEY, PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF! THAT IS NOT THE ANSWER. SINCE YOU ARE LATE AND YOU ARE TOO SCARED TO TRUST ANYONE, WHY DON'T YOU HAVE YOUR BOYFRIEND BUY YOU A HOME PREGNANCY TEST AND WAIT A FEW DAYS AND TAKE IT. aND IF YOU NEED TO YOU CAN CONTINUE TO WRITE TO ME IF YOU REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. THERE ARE ALOT OF THINGS IN LIFE THAT WE WISH WE COULD TAKE BACK, BUT THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT NOW. iF YOU ARE PREGNANT AND YOUR PARENTS DO CALL THE COPS AND PUT HIM IN JAIL WHEN YOU GO TO COURT YOU CAN TELL THE JUDGE THAT YOU TWO ARE TOGETHER AND HE DIDN'T FORCE YOU INTO HAVING SEX. tHERE ARE THINGS THAT THE TWO OF YOU CAN DO TO FIGHT THIS. fIND OUT WHAT YOUR RIGHTS ARE AND PLAY BY THE RULES. I AM PRETTY SURE THAT YOUR PARENTS LOVE YOU ALOT! I DON'T THINK THAT THIS IS SOMETHING THAT THEY WOULD WANT YOU TO KILL YOURSELF OVER.Ii WOULD THINK THAT THEY WOULD RATHER HAVE A DAUGHTER WHO IS GOING TO HAVE A BABY WITH AN OLDER GUY THAN TO HAVE A DEAD DAUGHTER.i HOPE THAT THIS WILL HELP YOU. PLEASE WRITE BACK AS OFTEN AS YOU NEED TO, AND KEEP ME POSTED! IF NO ONE ELSE TELLS YOU I LOVE AND WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!

SINCERELY,
Mrs. Butterfly