Hi...
It has been almost a year since I had an abortion. And it is ridiculously hard for me to even type that word. Everywhere I look I see babies and pregnant women. All I want is another chance to do the right thing. To stick by my values and not be pressured into doing something I won't ever forget.
They all said it would be okay and I would move on. I would just resent a baby for 'ruining' my life. I knew it was wrong but I did it anyways. I only wish I could take it all back...

I know exactly how you feel. I went thru the same thing after I had my abortion over 8 years ago. I know that it doesn't seem possible now but time will help ease the pain and the constant thinking about babies. The pain and the memory will never go away but it will get better with time. Just remember that having another baby is not going to change or dull the pain of having the abortion. Babies can't be replaced with other babies. Just take this time to come to peace with your actions and forgive yourself before you have more kids so it's for the right reasons. Best of luck. Jessica

I think alot of the girls here, including myself can relate to how you're feeling...I know that doesn't change anything or fill the void, but I hope that in some way that it offers you a little peace.
I hope you'll keep us updated on your healing process and I look forward to reading more posts from you.

Peace and light,
Evangeline