Sounds like you are overreacting. Wait a couple of days and ask your bf to pay, yes, make him pay if you told him, to buy a pregnancy test. You may also go to tested for free. Just look in the yellow pages under pregnant or something similiar. Don't be stupid. Abortion isn't going to make anything go away so you should go through with the pregnancy. Give baby up for adoption, live your life and be happy that you brought a child into the world. Ya'll will be close enough in age that when he or she is old enough to hang out with you ya'll will be like best friends.