let me just tell you. i wish i had even found this site when this happened to me. i was 8 weeks as well and had an abortion. there was \"no other\" way out for me. i was 18 and my boyfriend of 2 months raped me with a gun as part of his gang initiation. found out i was pregnant... couldn't prosecute b/c i was so terribly afraid of his gang. didn't want the baby to go through living that life. i'm trying, i really am. but i think you should prosecute if you feel that he raped you. remember: YOU DIDN'T DESERVE THAT. YOU DIDN'T ASK FOR THAT. it was his fault. his sick mind. get people to support you... pastor, this support group... even try to tell your parents (if they already don't know)! don't go through what i did. oh, and try some therapy.