Friday moring I went for an ultrasound, only to find out my sons heart stop beating. I was a couple of days from being 24 weeks. The doctors let me go home to prepare myself, i was going to have to be induced and give birth to him the next day.

It took 10 hours altogether, on top of everything i was going through the pain meds they gave me didnt even work, i felt everything. At the end of it all I requested to see my son. I held him for an hour, he was perfect. They still dont have an explanation for why it happend, and whats worse it happend 6 days after my birthday.

Everyday I wake up hoping it's a dream, but I look down and my stomach is flat and it all comes rushing back to me. I am glad i have my daughter to help me through this hard time. If I didnt have her I might have killed myself.

I will always love and miss my son.

Adrian
June 27 2010

Hey,
I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't even imagine how hard it must have been. How are you doing?
Are you okay? If you need to talk, you can message me okay?

HI
Im sorry for your loss. Im sooo scared of loosing my baby too. I heard to stories like yours that many women lose their baby's. IT must be hard dealing with the lose of a son or daughter. It must be hard on ur daughter as well. But remember to keep strong not just for your daughter but for you as well

I am so sorry about your loss. I will be praying for you

I'm so sorry to hear that I remember you telling me you were pregnant again. Ima pray for u honey

When i read stuff like this it makes me soo angry... There's people out there that decide to take their baby's life away and for some people that actually want them they get taken away... I am so sorry this happened to you