I just feel so sad. I have a gorgeous son who turns 2 in 2 weeks. He was a twin and his sister died when they were born due to prematurity (8 weeks early). Since they have been born I have lost 2 more babies to miscarriage and 1 to ectopic pregnancy and now docs tell me I may not be able to have more children. Why me? I feel like im being punished for considering abortion when I was pregnant with the twins. Life is so unfair

Yeah, life can be unfair. I don't think God is trying to punish you for considering abortion - some women just have problems getting pregnant or carrying babies to term.

How many doctors have you seen?

You know i think you shouldnt give up on having children, your definately not being punished so dont feel sad pls. If your ment to have more children then you will either way enjoy and cherish the all the good moments with your beautiful son

A variety of different ones after each loss. It doesnt help that i now only have one fallopian tube i just feel so awful i feel sad, i have a beautiful boy and yet thats not enough, i have an ache for more babies