I can completely relate to you because I feel the exact same way! I miss being pregnant... it was like a fantasy world where everything wasn't perfect, but at the same time... it was just so special and different. You could eat what you wanted, have excuses for nearly anything, just be lazy... and most of all, you had no responsibility BUT also the rewards of having a little baby kicking inside of you. It's going to be something you miss. This is just one of those things that you have to look at what's best for your child and think of the bad things pregnancy brings, lol. I have to remind myself that there is a lot of heartburn and discomfort, and it's not all cracked up to what it seems to be. I have to fight with myself sometimes because it's just not the best time right now, and I know that for mine and my son's sake you have to look past it and move on. This is a bittersweet thing, after all. Just keep yourself focused on the future and your goals ahead, and your new little baby. Whenever you feel those urges, feel free to talk to me to get some comfort in the fact that you aren't alone!