did i miss my chanche?
is that was is it?

i saw the video from Jamie and keep askin myself that...is that the reson, that ive lost my girls? my missed chanche...?

oh dear...im crying so bad

ei girl dont think like that... i saw the video too, and i know we situations are not the same, but we both lost a big threasure, a big ilusion, a new life we were thinking wonderful, and its a new life but not that wonderful
you will soon be recompensed for what you have lost, i have said i dont want anything else and may be you have too, just try to take things as come, and im always here, i send you a big hug that we will always need

I know..but its hard,adter watching it I felt like..that's what you get for doing what you did,have to live with it..

All I want are my girls back even if just for one more hour,so I can tell them again how much I love them,and how I'm sorry:(

I miss them really bad right now..

And I miss the feeling of being pregnant,of a kicking baby inside me

Thanks for the hug,I really need it!!

hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug!!!!!


awwwwh hunnie!

i know what its like to loose your little girl and i just wanted to say it does get better, and you need to stay strong for your two girls and yourself!
i am here for you if you wana talk

loveyou stay strong a take a big breth and it does help to cry and have u thought about writing a letter to your girls?
it does help, well thats what helped me with loosing my lil angel sasha-lou

loveyou girl, keep strong hun!

xxxxxxxxx

i know what you said i just have the same feeling that i want and need my baby inside me, havenig her for a little time, its hard but we have to stay strong because we saw that little girls been strong for live, but theres a reason they cuoldnt stay and we will never understand that every person will said now you have an angel, but we want our baby crying beside our self. i try to think that god have something good prepared for us, even that im sure it wont be better than the little baby beatiful girl i saw...

stay strong.. and when you feel you need to cry, scream or whatever do it, what we lost its a part of us, it wasnt a plastic plate or so

You know gabby I'm writting letters..by the pain with my abortion baby somehow got easier...but that time I thought nothing can be more painful..dang was I wrong...I can't forget the picture..seeing my two girls fighting in the incubator..and theb making their last breath in my arms..that broke me inside..
And thank you for the hugs!

@teenmother
That's what I wish that I'd lose,a plastic plate,nothing else..it hurts so much..
Yes I'm hearing all the time about havingan angel,but damn I wanna have a baby not an angel,I should have TWO babys in my arms right now,not two angels..it hurts:( I don't understand god about that..