I had announced a few weeks ago that I was pregnant. Well, I told my parents and they took the news better than I thought they would. But just early yesterday morning at around 3am, I woke up with terrible stomach pains and rushed to the bathroom. The pain kept up for an hour and a half until I felt something drop out of my body. It was then I realized that I had a miscarriage. I just don't know what to do now. I feel like I did something wrong, that I did something that caused my baby to die.
I also feel very sad that I will never get to see my baby. What my baby looks like...hear what it sounds like...to hold it in my arms...
I loved that little baby so much, and I didn't even know it yet. I don't know what to do now. The only thing that's keeping me from depression is the fact that my baby is now safe in Jesus' arms; the best place for it right now.
My friends and I had nicknamed the baby "Skittles", so I shall take the rest of this post to say: Rest in Peace, little Skittles. We loved you so much, even though we had never met you.
November '08 - December '08

hun, i can only imagine your pain. i lost my son a week ago, in a car accident. but i know i at least got to hold him and see his face, but never knowing would absolutely kill me. i am so sorry and if you need anyone to talk too im here.

I'm so sorry, but just remember that everything happens for a reason. It's good that you know that your little baby is safe and sound in heaven, watching over you.

I am so sorry to hear that! I will be praying for you! Hugs!

>HUGS< I am very sorry to hear about your little one. I'm glad that you take comfort in knowing that he/she is safe inthe arms of the creator.
I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
Peace and light,
Evangeline.

i agree with Autumn.
I am another that thinks things happen for a reason. It would be very hard to go through a m/c and especially when the baby was very wanted.

Hugs