Hey everyone-I used to come on this site and read girls stories, I even got fairly involved for awhile but things in my life changed and I stopped. BIG MISTAKE! I ended up back with the birth father of my kids and got pregnant with him once again.
Now he is a great guy,very fun and loving and could be a great dad, BUT has struggled big time with drugs.
Anyway I placed my daughter four months ago...With my parents who have our other children. The birth father and I have broken up once again and this time I think it is for good.
I am reflecting on choices I have made, arguments we have had. Things that have happened in my life, and how I have felt.
I wonder if I have postpartum depression honestly, I can't eat if I do its one meal or a meal and a half a day (this happened even before the break up) I am tired all the time and find myself crying basically on a daily basis..usually for no reason some because i have started stupid fights with the birth father.
i love him to death but i know he is so sick of it he is gone for good. i would be if i were him but i still want to know what is wrong with me?! why do i feel like this? is it a depression? or what? has anyone placed and had something like that happen? or been diagnosed with postpartum depression that could give me some insight? i am going to call my doctor about it because it is affecting every aspect of my life. just wondered if anyone out there had ever had anything like that before. thanks all!

Aw, I'm sorry to hear that! I don't really know about what you're going through, but I really hope that you feel better soon!
Hugs!

I personally have not but I read your article and wanted to tell you that I feel for you. I hope you have happier days soon. Happy Holidays. Jessica