Hi everyone, i was forced by my mother to have an abortion about six months ago and now even though a condom was used i am pregnant again. i am so dissapointed and mad at myself. i hate myself right now. My mother will kill me since i from a physically abusive home. i really don't want to have an abortion again and i am so scared. i am currently in college far from home which is so god but i am still scared. i just need some advice right now. What should i do? i don't wnat to dissapoint my mother or break my heart but i said that i will never have another abortion.

Aww, congrats on the pregnancy!
It does sound like a second chance, and some people never get second chances. So I guess take this second chance, remembering all the pain and trauma you went through last time, and you surely wouldn't want to have this gift from God up in heaven too?
It's probably scary right now, but look at all the girls on this site. At the end of the day, we all make it through. You know for yourself that abortion is the loneliest and the scariest road to take of them all.

your old enough to make your own decisions. if you dont wanna abort don't! it may be hard to tell your mom but in my opinion this happened to you for a reason. hope all is well and all i can say is follow your heart. this is just my opinion, my advice is to listen to your heart