This morning me and my boyfriend were lying in bed and i was really quite...because im VERY nervous and all with this scare.

he askes me whats wrong. and i tell him im just scared...and that if i am i want him to know that there is no chance of me having an abortion and if he really doesnt want a baby right now then we can always consider adoption.

he says \" abortion is not that bad. its not even a baby yet! trust me you will look back at this and regret it.\"

and i freak out and say \" are you serious? how could i have a baby and then say uhh i regret all this and i wish i would of just killed it \"

ugh. i just couldnt believe he said that i would regret having a baby.

are u serious... let him read the poem about abortion...

i fell out with a few ppl who said i was crazy not havin an abortion and its not a real baby.. that i was bein selfish puttin pressure on my parents with my dad bein sick...

but one kick from my littl baba and i knew i was doin the right thing..

xxx

omg i know!
i tried to get him to read it...but he was like no i dont need to read anything, i have already learned about abortion. i know what happens..

and i made him listen to the song \"happy birthday\" and after one minute of it he turned it off and said he couldnt listen to it