Hey sweety, I know what you're going through. I've miscarried 3. The first I lost at 5 months and he was formed, it was the hardest thing I'd ever gone through,granted the first two were from rape and I didn't want them but you still get attatched. I lost the next at 3 months and the most recent one, the one that I desperately wanted to be ok at 2 months. I say that I wanted that one to be ok because he was my bf's. I didn't not want the other two to be ok but I really wanted this one to be ok. Trust me it is hard but you can pull through. If you have any questions or just want to talk I am here and more than happy to talk with you ok? You are in my prayers. Just know that your baby is in Heaven with God. Don't be mad at God though, this was not His plan... Ok. love you girl, hang in there...