OK WELL WHEN I WAS 13 I WAS IN 8TH GRADE AND I WAS GRADUATING IT WAS MAY 14 I MET A BOY NAMED MICHEAL HOTTEST GUY IN SCHOOL AND HE WANTED TO GO OUT W/ ME!! SO0O OK I STARTED DATING HIM THE LAST 2 MONTHS OF SCHOOL AND EVERY ONE OF MY FRIENDS KEPT TRYING TO CONVINCE ME TO HAVE SEX W/ HIM ( I WAS A VIRGIN). I WAS VERY SCARED.. BUT I ALREADY FELL IN LOVE W/ HIM ( MY FIRST LOVE) AND I STARTED CUTTING SCHOOL AT HIS HOUSE WHEN NO 1 WAS HOME AND FINALLY ONE DAY I DID IT! IT WAS HORRIBLE IN HIS BASEMENT ON A POOLTABLE LOL, I GOT HOME GOT INTO SO MUCH TROUBLE BECAUSE MY PARENTS FOUND OUT I WAS CUTTING SCHOOL ALL THE TIME AND THEY SAID THEY WERE SENDING ME TO BOOT CAMP!. MY FATHER MADE A FAKE NOTICE SAYING THE ARMY PEOPLE WERE GOING TO PICK ME UP IN 2 WEEKS I STARTED FREAKING OUT AND CRYING.. I FOUND OUT THAT I WAS PREGNANT A WEEK OR 2 LATER! MY MOTHER ALWAYS KEPT TRACK OF MY PERIODS (?), I TOLD MICHEAL HE BROKE UP W/ME AND MY PARENTS FORCED ME TO GET AN ABORTION AT CONEY ISLAND HOSPITAL IN BROOKLYN I WAS ABOUT 3-3 1/2 MONTHS.. I WAS CRYING THE WHOLE TIME SCREAMING MICHEALS NAME (HE WASNT THERE).I WAS HEART BROKEN AND MY PARENTS WERE HAPPY?!. I WAS ALSWAYS DEPRESSED AFTER THAT, I STARTED HANGING OUT WITH ALL THE WRONG PEOPLE AND DRINKING AND SMOKING WEED WHEN I GOT INTO 9TH GRADE BUT IT TOOK MY MIND OFF MY PROMBLEMS AND MADE ME FEEL BETTER.. I MET ALOT OF GREAT PEOPLE ( WELL GREAT AT THE TIME). I STARTED FAILING IN SCHOOL CUTTING EVERY DAY TO SMOKE ( WEED.. I STARTED SMOKING CIGARETTES IN 8TH GRADE) THEN AROUND DECEMBER OF 2004 I MET A GUY NAMED MIKE (LIL MIKE) AND HE WAS GOING OUT W/ MY BEST FRIEND NOW AND HE STARTED LIKNG ME.. THEN OBSESSING OVER ME..THEN FELL IN LOVE W/ ME LOL HE WAS A GREAT GUY ABOUT A YEAR 1/2 YOUNGER THEN ME BUT THE PROMBLEM WAS I NEVER LIKED HIM HE WASNT ATTRATIVE TO ME. LIL MIKE DID EVERYTHING FOR ME BOUGHT ME FOOD WHEN I WAS HUNGRY,CLOTHS,CIGARETTES ANYTHING I WANTED OR NEEDED BUT STILL I NEVER LIKED HIM, HE BECAME MY BEST FRIEND.. MY EVERYTHING. TIME WENT ON THINGS GOT MORE INTENSE I WANTED TO DATE GUYZ AND LIL MIKE ALWAYS GOT REALLY JEALOUS AND MAD AT ME AND VICE VERSA ( YEA I DON'T KNOW WHY?), HE STARTED TO CHANGE IN TIME AND SO DID I.. I MET THIS GUY NAMED CHRIS THROUGH MY FRIEND \"CORINA\" HE WAS FROM ANOTHER PART OF MY NEIGHBORHOOD CALLED PARKWAY AND HE WAS REALLY CUTE AND I REALLY LIKE HIM. WENT I STARTED HANGING OUT W/ HIM HE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE TO OHIO FOR THE SUMMER AND IT SUKED! SO0O WE HAD A PHONE REALIONSHIP FOR 2 MONTHS AND WE KINDA FELL FOR EACHOTHER HE CAME BACK AND WE WERE LIKE SIAMESE TWINS LOL ALWAYS TOGETHER.. I THINK 4 MONTHS WENT BY AND WE HADNT MISSED A DAY WITH OUT EACHOTHER, TIME WENT ON WE WERE HAPPY THEN AROUND NOV.OF 2005 I GOT PREGNANT! THINGS WERE SO0O BAD MY MOM FOUND OUT AGAIN AND CALLED HIS MOM ( BY THE WAY SHE'S A CRAZY BITCH) AND WE RAN AWAY FOR 3 DAYS. 1 DAY WE STAYED AT MY FRIEND \"CAITLINS\" HOUSE, 1 DAY AT OUR FRIEND \"CORINA'S) HOUSE AND 1 DAY IN A RANDOM HALLWAY IN A BUILDING , THEN I WENT HOME AND HE TREID BUT HIS MOM CALLED THE COPS SO HE WENT TO STAY AT CORINA'S HOUSE BECAUSE HE WAS GOOD FRIENDS WITH HER OLDER BROTHER AND FRIENDS (pARKWAY). HE STAYED FOR LIKE 5 DAYS AND BECAME REALLY NASTY TO ME (?) DAY6 HE CALLED ME AND SAID HE WAS GOING HOME MEET HIM ON MY CORNER .. SO0O I DID AND HE STARTED RYING ON THE FLOOR SAYING \" PLEASE DONT HATE ME!\" I WAS LIKE WTF?! WUTZX GOING ON?! HE TOLD ME HE CHEATED ON ME WITH CORINA! ( CORINA- TOM BOY DRUG ADDICT, NOT PRETTY AT ALL, EWWWWWWWW) HE TOLD ME AT ONE PINT SHE WAS LIKE HIS BROTHER EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. I FREAKED OUT WENT HOME AND IN SOME TIME I FORGAVE HIM.. CORINA INTRODUCED US AND WAS GOING TO BE MY BABY'S GOD MOTHER BUT NOPE NOT ANY MORE THAT B**** WAS GOING TO DISSAPPEAR! SO0O THAT GUY LIL MIKE CHRIS WAS JEALOUS OF HIM AND TOLD ME NOT TO TALK TO HIM ANY MORE BUT I SNEAKED AROUND AND DID IT ANY BUT BARLEY ( OUR FRIENDSHIP WAS DIEING) THEN JULY 21 I HAD A BABY GIRL NAMED TIFFANY 6'6 7:18 AM HIS MOM RIGHT AWAY STARTED TRYING TO ACT LIKE THAT WAS HER DAUGHTER THE FIRST TIME I SAW MY BABY AFTER BIRTH HIS MOM TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME AND SAID \" OH YOU HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD W/ HER\"!!!!!!!!! WTF! OK NOW U KNOW SHE'S A CONTROL FREAK B***** (HIS MOM- 3 DIFFERNT KIDS W/ 3 DIFFERNT GUYZ. 1 IN JAIL, 1 SHE'S IN COURT W/, 1 THAT SHE IS STILL W/ THAT HAS BEEN CHEATIN ON HER SINCE DAY 1.. PILL POPPER, SMOKE 3 PACK OF CIGS A DAY). EVERY SINCE THE DAY SHE WAS BORN EVERY 1 ESPECIALLY HIS MOM WAS PLAYING TUG OF WAR W/ HER ITS SAD BUT TRUE EVERY 1 WANTS HER, ME AND CHRIS STARTED FIGHTING OVER HER BECAUSE HE WANTED TO HAVE HER SPEND NIGHT\"s\" AT HIS HOUSE RIGHT WHEN SHE WAS BORN AND I SAID NO! THINGS GOT REALLY BAD MY SISTER I BARLEY KNEW JUST MOVED BACK FROM FLORIDA AND I WANTED HER TO BE MY DAUGHTERS GOD MOTHER AND SHE WROTE ME A LETTER SAYING ITS NOT FAIR I HAVE A BABY AND SHE DONT BECAUSE SHE'S 32 AND HER \"BIOLOGICAL CLOCK IS TICKING\" SHE SAID I SHOULD OF CLOSED MY LEGS AND THAT IM NOT A WOMEN BECAUSE I HAD A BABY AND I COULD NEVER BE A GREAT MOTHER (THAT REALLY HURT ME ALOT!).. I WANTED MY SISTER IN MY DAUGHTERS LIFE BECAUSE SHE WAS BARLEY IN MINE GROWING UP. BUT W/E TIME WENT ON AROUND OCT. 2006 I STARTED TALKING TO LIL LIKE AGAIN AND WOW! HE GREW UP GOT TATTOOS AND GOT BIGGER AND MUSULES! (SEXY!) SO0O ONE THING LEAD TO ANOTHER AND I STARTED CHEATING ON CHRIS W/ HIM AND FOR HALLOWEEN HE TOLD ME (LIL MIKE) THAT HE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO SIX FLAGS SO0O I TOLD CHRIS I WAS SLEEPING OVER MY SISTERS HOUSE IN NEW JERSEY FOR THE WEEKEND WITH MY DAUGHTER. INSTEAD I CHILLED WITH MIKE 1 NIGHT AND THE NEXT DAY EARLY IN THE MORNING WE TOOK A BUS TO JERSEY TO GO TO SIX FLAGS AND I END UP SLEEPING OVER HIS HOUSE TONIGHT AND ONE THING LEAD TO ANOTHER... I WENT HOME THE NEXT NIGHT AND CHRIS STARTED GIVING ME THE THRID DEGREE WHY I DIDNT CALL HIM, IT WAS A REALLY BAD TIME I FELT SO0O GUILTY.. I KNEW OUR REALIONSHIP WAS FALLING APART. ME AND CHRIS FINALLY BROKE UP HE BECAME VERY ABUSIVE,DANGEROUS AND CONTROLLING I COULDENT TAKE IT ANY MORE. I STARTED HANGING OUT W/ MIKE AND I EVENTUALLY STARTED DATING HIM BUT THEN I WANTED TO TAKE CHRIS TO COURT BECAUSE OF CHILD SUPPORT AND I WANTED CUSTODY..I WAS SCARED FOR MY DAUGHTER,WE WENT TO COURT I WON CUSTODY FOR 1 MONTH AND AFTER CHRIS STARTED SAYING REALLY BAD STUFF TO THE COURT ABOUT ME AND MY PREVIOUS ABORTION AND PAST