im sorry for your loss and you have the right to be mad at the whole world, let alone this whole website. The fact remains tho that we cant help the ones that have past but try to make better of ourselves. I dont think i read your forums when u posted them, but i lost my 5 day old babygirl in feb too, so i know EXACTLY how that feels. I know how u want another baby, like this is what your body needs. Trust me, I argue with everyone over this, but you have to give yourself sometime.
Atleast find out what went wrong exactly, let your body rest for a half a year, if you get pregnant a year from now, your baby will be just as precious. I went on vacation recently and saw one of my family. She had lost her child at one point in time and thought that she could \"replace\" the pain with love if she was to bring another child into the world. (what i thought, also). She got pregnant and gave to a beautiful babygirl who happens to be slow because of the stress and depression she was dealing with during her pregnancy. This girl cant live a normal life because her mom was selfish and put her own feelings before hers. Please give someone a life to live, when you really can handle it. Its not fair to take the joys of living from someone whos alive.
