ok hon, well first, just calm down, i'm sorrie to tell you but you CAN get pregnant ven if he dosent ejaculate. it's called pre ejaculation. the chances are slim, but it DOSE happen. yes you must be scared, but hon, you KNOW if you have sex THERE IS A CHANCE YOU MIGHT GET PREGNANT.
it's good your against abortion, i am to.
but hon, you can also get your body back. not all weman get bad bad stretch marks, there are things now you can use.
you could think about adoption maybe? i know it sounds hard. but if you don't want the baby, you could give it to a nice couple that dose...