Hi all. im 24, mother of two sons (2&4), and pregnant again. To see it in print shames me. i for one do not think it is my mission to repopulate the earth, but with a history of miscarriage and preterm births i cant help but see this pregnancy as a blessing. Everyone in my family thinks im a fool, my fiance half heartedly supports the idea of a 3rd child. i cant blame him but i guess i have more faith that things will turn out fine. am i just fooling myself? or is it ok to be excited and happy and overjoyed with the chance to finally have that little girl i've been dreaming about? i dont know anymore. just reaching out. is there anybody out there who isnt afraid of being a mom of 3 like me?