Hi everyone,
I just want to tell you how I am doing, whats going on ect....Anyway I am now 5 monthes pregnant and found out I am having two little girls, I am stuck on what to name them! I have been living with a caring, wonderful,smart guy named Mark. My parents still refuse to talk to me but that is their chouce. Mark is my best freind lily's older brother. He is supportive of any choice I make and I count him as my biggest fan. I try my hardest not to think about Drew and how my little girls were conceved. I have gained a huge 7 pounds...Haha actually I have horrible morning sickness and I feel like crap all the time. It is getting better though. I decided that I wanted to do internet schooling and I am maintaing a 4.0 GPA. I felt the first kick about a month age but I am the only one who can feel it. I lay in bed at night thinking about how I once thought of abortion and I wonder if I made the right choice in not choosing abortion. Deep down I know I did but I still long for the good old days of hanging out with freinds, and my clothes fitting me =). I am about 80% sure I am keeping my babies but I don't know. It's not money thats the problem, I just don't know if I would be a good enough mother or be able to love them enough. ANyway thats my update. I am getting a 4D ultrasound in a month and I am super exided.
So is Mark your bf now, or just a friend? 
